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Sweaty armpits....I hate that. Its the Metabolife. It makes me sweat, and I hate it!!! But I love the way it makes me feel. I feel like I could run a hundred miles. Too bad I'm stuck here in the office. I'l probably go out for a walk later, but I'm afraid of getting too sweaty. I am at work you know, and I think it's gross to be all sweaty. Anyway. I need to get on the forum. I'm feeling like "expressing myself"...lol....later.

well hello! I'm really busy today it seems. not like running around with my head but off busy, but close. i'm trying to keep this page as updated as possible. not that my life is all that exciting but for whatever reason i seem to have a few loyal readers that are endlessly entertained by my monotonous goings on. as you can tell it is a little letter day. i'm feeling really disgustingly fat, and and there seems to be no end in sight. hopefully i can get some of this blubber off of my ever spreading behind before my parents come up here in a month or so. i don't know what i'll do if it doesn't get better. anyway...i had a cup of coffee this morning and some sushi (california roll) for lunch. i'm probably done for the day. anyway take care hopefully something really interesting happens to you, i don't think i'm in the running for that kind of day. ciao.

Hello.....I don't feel much like talking today so I'll make it short. My back is killing me...it hurts so bad. I'm hungry, buts whats bad is I don't have money to eat. Or as I said before..maybe thats good. I'm sick I know. Anyway, I'm looking forward to my trip. (First Class baby!!) Okay thats all the enthusiasm I can muster up at the moment. Check you all laters.....peace.

Hey guys! Well I've started my new job here in Arlington. I really do like working down here. It just seems more exciting than where I was, but there are many more temptations here. There's a ice cream shop across the street for God's sake!!! Anyway, the good part of it is that I don't have any money to spend on anything like that. Or maybe thats the bad part. Anyway I'm doing my best here. I do have a pretty nice office. It's big with a nice desk and credensa...and I have a really big window that looks out over the city (I'm on the tenth floor). Which means of course that I spend a good portion of my day looking out the window instead of working. But that will all change soon because we are moving out of this building (they are going to demo it) and going over to another tower. Where our department will be on the FIRST floor (no view, sigh)...and the offices, if you get one, are very small and dark. Oh well...that way I can concentrate on my work...HA!

I'm having a slightly better day today...except that someone invited me for lunch at Copeland's and of course I turned them down, but now I feel bad about it. I don't want them to think I don't WANT to go to lunch, but what will I say when I don't really eat anything. Oh well....anyway, I'm really sore from doing crunches. Also my shoulders are sore from stressing out so much. That tends to be the first place I tense up...often without realizing it until they cramp up, and I'm in excrutiating pain. Today is my last day at this job. I'm not quitting they are just sending me out on another assignment.

Well I'm off to eat my oatmeal. I haven't had anything but water and cofee and pills so far today. I'll check in later....ciao.

hello...having a little letter day today. pd's all in a tizzy about something, and i'm fat. one day i will be phat, but for now it's just the jiggely stuff. anyway, this is what i've eaten today:

Oatmeal (Nutrition for Women), 170 cals
Baked Whiting, ~195 cals
Green Beans, ~45
2 cups coffee, black, ~8 cals
Water, Water, Water!!!
Total 419

So far so good..nothing for dinner last night. I'm trying to skip the dinner each night. Also I'm taking Metabolife...a couple per day only in the morning so they don't mess with my sleep. Ciao...

What I've eaten today:
Oatmeal (Nutrition for Women), 170 cals
Mixed Veggies with Steamed Rice, ~250 cals
2 cups coffee, black, ~8 cals
Water, Water, Water!!!
Total 428

I can do it, I can do it, I can do it!

Okay the quiz for today is...Which Angelina are you?



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Well, it has been a terribly long time since I checked in. And so much has happened. It was getting a little draining to put everything out everyday, so I needed a break. I joined a church, Victory Christian Church International, and so did PD. I know, I know, that would sort of rule out this whole Prince of Darkness thing. I don't believe the Antichrist could actually enter, let alone join a church....at least that is what my theatrical prophecy studies have told me. Then again he did go totally berserk on me the following weekend, on Sunday after church no less. I guess we'll just have to wait this one out. Right this moment things are building into another big throwdown I can't wait to see what it will be about this time....I have the radar to detect such things now....I think it's the evolution of being in an awful relationship. I'm going to go now. I'll will check in tomorrow.....BTW the comments are back up. So drop me a line if you have the time. The girl has got skills....lol.