Hello, hello, hello. Okay..I have not started the Ensure thing. I have to psyche myself up for it. And right now I'm definitely not in the right frame of mind. Besides I have this little piggy at home who wants to eat 24 hours of the day. That makes it extremely difficult to stick to any sort of plan. Anyway I'm in a typing mood at the moment, so I'm going to babble on mindlessly a while if you don't mind, while I feel like it. I've been thinking about starting to write a book. Not that I think I'm a literary genius or anything, but I think I have a unique yet familiar perspective on this thing we call life. Bascially I just have a story to tell and I figure I might as well try to make some money from it if at all possible. I thought I had the title, but now i don't like it very much. It was A Time to Love, A Time to Hate but now I'm not sure about it...I don't know...I waver a little on it...maybe it's okay. I will have a very long time to think about it because at the motivational level I'm at currently it will probably take me the rest of my life to write it. So there...I've been on TF at little less as well. I guess that would explain my lack of motivation, but I go between feeling inspired by really thin women to feeling depressed that I'm so fat and wanted to eat a whole village of people(or at least a Caramello). Okay I'm going to stuff my big, fat, disgusting mouth now. Stay strong...even if I'm not.
Wednesday, July 03, 2002
ENSURE!!! High Protein Ensure to be exact. I just posted on the Thin Page about this and I really think it could work. I want to try High Protein Ensure (two cans a day, one in the morning and another in the afternoon, 2-3PM) and of course water, and maybe black coffee. Anyway...I would do this just until I get off a few pounds..like maybe 100!! LOL..no but seriously, I would do it just until I reached my goal weight or close to it anyway. My thinking is that the protein would allow me to hold on to my muscle and my metabolism so tht I wouldn't gain everything back once I go back to solid foods. It's just a thought. I put it out there for everyone's opinion, and I figured I should put it out here too. I think it might actually work. Especially in the long run, which is the most important. I'm aways up for encouragement or criticism..whatever you have to offer, so comment, comment, comment!!!
Tuesday, July 02, 2002
Hello, hello, hello. The Monument, the Capital...what do these two things have in common? I can see them from my office window!!! Yeah...I've arrived. No, not exactly. I'm still making peanuts, but my office looks like I make millions. At least I'm halfway there. Too bad when they move me in a month my office will reflect mixed nuts again. Oh well...I'm going to enjoy this while I can. Hopefully I get to keep this spiffy new computer. I like it alot. Especially the quiet keyboard. I hate those loud clackety clack ones. Anyway I'm off to get my fix of the Thin Page. I think I'm, addicted....oh thats right I am. Silly Me.
