Autopsy of a Bad Affair-Mo's worries

Call the Movers

Okay…another change no more Nest, but I don't think that I will write in here where everyone is now. Just on the off chance that someone wonders in here from somewhere else I really don’t want trolls in our new place. It's all clean and sweet smelling right now, just like a new car, and I would prefer it stay that way. On to other things now. I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate that damn fool I live with and I want nothing more than for him to find somewhere else to live. That would really be wonderful. I could have the whole closet to myself. I could not eat anything at all if I didn't want to and no one would notice. Imagine the money I would save on groceries. It could be a perfect world it really could. I know that I am just kidding myself but it would be great. Mind you I already am pretty much doing as I please. I don't actually wish him any harm, not at all. Just a new place to live. A really nice place to. I want my daughter to be able to stay with her daddy for the weekend, and have some place nice to sleep. :)

Tears of a Fat Clown

Hello. I have been in a really deep funk for the past week or so. TF is no more. At first I was really confused and I hoped that it would come back up soon. I thought that it was just a server problem or something and that in no time the problem would be fixed and I would have my family back. However, unlike in times before, things have not developed in that way. I couldn't think straight for a minute. I didn't know what to do. I kept checking Susan's diary to see is anyone had gotten a response from her, or to see if the page was back up and it had all been a big misunderstanding. Now I know that it is over. There is no more TF and I should just move on. Breaking up is hard to do. Most of the TF birds have migrated to another page, Dove's Nest. There we continue on, and talk about what has happened. The spirit cannot be broken. We are still here, and we will continue to support one another even if in a new home. I am feeling better than I had been, and I think we may even come out of all of this much stronger than before. I don't think any of us really understood how important TF has become in our lives. Not just TF, but the friendship and understanding we offer one another. I missed everyone. EVERYONE.

Lets Get Ready to Rumble!

Wassup everybody! I'm in a good mood today. I woke up with images of me in a size 0, and Justin getting down in my size 0's...lol. Yep I'm feeling pretty good today, not that healthy good, but that really sick and twisted ANA good. Nut it's working for me at the moment. I started this "Get In Shape for Summer Competition" on my job, so now all the ladies in my office are trying to lose weight with me AND it;s a competition so I have all the motivation I need to get my fat ass in gear. AND I can continue on with my weird habits because of the "competition". I am a damn genius, if I do say so myself. Anyway, I need to go to TF to share my genius.

Drool

I can't stay for long...I'm on my way out of the door now. I have to go and get my daughter from daycare. Her DC is closing early today (@2) so I have to leave work now to make sure I make it over there in time. I'm gonna try to get on my computer at home, but thats a 50/50 shot in the dark, so we will see. Just wanted to drop in and look at the picture of Justin, my husband...ahh...God Bless America.

Hi all. Satan was born today. Thirty-one years ago today anyway. I am doing all that I can to make this day as miserable for him as he has made it for the rest of the world. No...really. I'm trying to be nice, although we are scraping the bottom of the barrell with that one. I have a little cordial left, but we are definitely running low on nice. Well this little treat should make up for it...here goes







Isn't that just heavenly. It almost makes up for all the crap in the world. If only I could lay next to that every night life would be worth living. LOL. NO, but really couldn't you just sop him up with a biscuit. Yum...YUMMMMM......

I'm here. Still feeling terrible. But not quite as bad. I went home yesterday and slept for an eternity, but it still wasn't long enough. I plan to finish what I started yesterday. It's actually pretty easy not to eat much right now considering that I don't feel like eating much with this cold and everything. I can't even taste anything, so I don't really see the point in piling on calories. Sickness is actually usefull for dropping unwanted pounds. I know it seems like a really twisted way of thinking, but I always get really jealous of people who get sick and then lose alot of weight with hardly no effort at all. It just doesn't seem fair to me. Not that I would want to get cancer or AIDS or anything just for the sake of losing weight but, I do appreciate the added side effect of his little rhinovirus that I'm stuck with for the time being.

hello...hello....hello. I feel terrible. I have a terrbile cold that has my whole head stopped up. My ears, my nose...my everything. I woke up at about 3:30 this morning and couldn't go back to sleep. So I came into work around 6 this morning. Which, by the way, is really early for me. Anyway, I am more and more disgusted with myself. I feel like such a fat pig. Well I gotta go for now..I can't stand it anymore...I have to go blow my nose or I'm gonna die!!! Later....

Wassup...I haven't been on in awhile...I know it seems like all my post start with that, but I got so frustrated with Blogger that I gave up. I can' t ever seem to get my posts up correctly. Also this is sort of my cathartic place when my friend Ana is hanging out with me, and I had successfully abandoned her for a spell. But alas anyone who has ever hung out with her knows that she is never far away, nor does she ever leave your side for long. I feel terrible thus opening the door to her soft, yet firm proddings to get my fat ass in gear. So here I am back where I belong, in self-loathing and discontent. It's been a long time old friend.