Begging
Please, please, please, please, please, please. I am going to a Career Fair tomorrow for AT&T. They are starting a new Government Solutions Service Delivery organization and I want in!! I have been out of telecom so long now, it makes me want to cry. It's been over a year now. So long in fact that I didn't think that I would ever get back in. Thats what I get for thinking.
Anyway I'm not trying to start thinking about spending the money just yet. I hate it when I do that. I'm that much more upset when it doesn't work out. I am really excited though, and I'm starting to think that I needed this wake up call to fully appreciate the job I had before. A year long wake up call is a bit extreme, but still. Sometimes I feel like I'm not appreciating the job I have now, but I really do hate it. I appreciate the money. I do. The job however is totally mind-numbing, even though I know that many people would just be happy to have a job. All that being said I am going home this evening and praying to God above that I can get in over with AT&T. I would be so great, and I'm not just talking about the money. I just want to be in telecom again. I would give almost anything. The money is just a nice perk. I have been doing without for so long now it's the norm. Okay..I'm getting more and more excited talking about it so I'm going now. But to everyone out there, keep you fingers and toes crossed, pray for me, throw salt over your shoulder, whatever it is you do to make things happen!
