By "That" Much
I am barely making it today. Then again I was "barely" making it on Monday. I wasn't at work on Tuesday cause I was so zonked out, but I am feeling better today, even if it's only by "that" much.
I thought my interview with SoftMed went well yesterday, but now I'm wondering because they haven't called me all day. After my first interview they called my right away to set up the second one. Now...silence. This silence is deafening. Maybe they don't like me. Maybe they have changed their minds. Maybe I'm moving too fast. Maybe I gave too much on the first date...I mean interview. Should you wait until the third interview to hold hands? Oh well...it's the story of my life. Everything seems perfect at first, then the BIG letdown.
I have been able to talk to my friend Paul alot lately. Mostly over email back and forth, but any sort of communication with Paul is good. He is really the nicest person I know. Makes me wonder why in the world he is friends with me. Anyway, he and his boyfriend Quin are all in love, and loving life. Paul is assessing what he really wants to do in life before its too late to do anything about it. I really applaud him for that even if I can't help. I still have no clue what I want to do with my life. I just know that this isn't it. Sometimes I even wonder if I get everything I think I want if that will be enough....oh well...I would at least like the chance to find out ;o)
Yawn
Okay. It has been awhile I know. I have been really terrible at keeping up with everything lately. I feel so lathargic. I can't seem to get any energy. To make matters worse it is raining here today and all I want to do is crawl into bed and sleep.
I have a second interview tomorrow with a company in Silver Spring called SoftMed. I would really like working for them I think. Okay thats all the energy I can muster up for now.
Yawn
